Yea so everythings been pretty fuckinggg gayy.. i deffinatly have to sell my house ... moving into an apartment till we find a house.... that we can afford rite now until my mom gets another job... and finishes schooll.... :-( GOD THIS FUCKING SUCKKS ASS..... and if i have to move to lehighton im gonna be extremenly pissed... except for the fact that i get to see jason werely!! lol .. hes a pretty cool kat!!
but yea so jamie and ashley went to wal-mart tonight and they came back with a pretty gift for me!! another traffic cone!! YES thats like # 9 haha .... and if you dont get why i collect cones!!! ill tell you... 2 years ago on my birthday... skats and slade came with me with a few girls to a corn maze.. and b4 we left skats stoll a cone and gave it to me for my birthday and ever since then i have been collecting traffic cones!! haha its a great story i know! and your so jealouse he didnt give you one for your birthday! lmao!! but yea :-)
ANYWAYSSS.........
My intermural soccer team pretty much sucks ass this year! so im just having fun with it.!! and i totally miss school soccer... its so much better ! ....
But yea.... not sure whats going on between me and josh but hopefully it goes somewhere... <3 hes so cute and hes just awesome!! lol <333 I Heart You Babay <3
Im out...
Joshua Barett Is Fucking Hot! <33 haha just thought id let you know!!
<3 Bear Haha Throw Me A Hollarrr 1484*547*7724
So wednesday i left for my dads at like 10:30 and at first it was pretty freaking boreing but then i saw jenny t. at the park on saturday and we hung out for a while... it was all good nothing big... then last night was a freaking blast... it deff made up for not going to see skylers show... i hung out with mike.. norm... tyler.. and jared... and of course my lil brother.. 
we where at the park for a long time just chiling having a good time... and then they left.. and we met them at the high school to see the fireworks... they where freaking amazing.. then we hung out on the back of norms car lol just chilling havin fun! me and mike where kinda flirtyy idk whats going on there lol then we had to got a ride back to the park and i had to sit on mikes lap lamo and he freaking would not stop tickleing me lmao... and gosh darnett stop lookin at my ass!! haha man i have to much fun at my dads house.. ! time to start moving in lmao but yea i cant wait to go back and see all my new friends and you know what all the guys from catty are so much nicer then the guys from pv... pv guys are pretty much dickkssss and catty boys .. there just the nicest people! lmao and there fucking fun as hell to chill with!! So yea earlier that day.. i deff went to rick, jake, and josh coles house... and for you pv people that dont know josh cole... hes a math teacher in our school.. so yea jake was having a party with a bunch of friends.. so me my dad tiff my sis and my bro went.... so yea of course since there all over 21 they where all drunk! and here comes josh just wanted to piss me off so he cracks jokes about my hair and i just told him to shut up lmao but then later he came up to me when i was sitting on the pool deck and was trying to get me to drink his beer i was like yea what a good teacher he is lmao but yea anyways.... ill update next time i have a great weekend at my dads! lmao
<3 Caitie Bear
Yea so skyler slept over monday night ... ;-) what a night 
Fuckin still didnt finish watching finding nemo and it came on 3 times!!! Im gonna touch the butt!!! lmao so we only got like 2 hours of sleep ... we got into a twinkie fight and yea those things kinda hurt when they get thrown at you! haha but w.e its all good then yea i had to wake him up and that was a treat haha so i finally got him up cause we had to get out of my house b.4 my mom got home and then well he went over to jessi and jamies and fell asleep again! so yea but hes soo cute when hes sleepin ahaha so we woke him up at like 10:30 again lol and we went outside me and jamie rode the 4-wheeler and she ran me into a ton of branches so my arm was all scratched up cause i was sitting on the front of it hahaha.. then my sister called and said mom wants to go to beltzville when she gets home so we went there.. it was pretty fucking boreing but its all good cause skyler can always make me laugh haha him and my sister had a hogie and pickle fight lmao that was freaking great !! And he loves to tell random stories and there soo fucking funny!! But i feel bad cause he didnt leave till like 9:00 and he missed band practice cause bill and jackie got lost lmao! but yea so then my night has actually just begun.. well me jess jamie chey and sam where all outside till like 4:30 a.m and we just fucking walked around .. we stoped at jeremys house and i was yellin in joshs window for him to wake up and his dog came in the room and started growling and barking so we stood behind this really big tree and all the lights came on in the house!! and we started runing down this hill and my sister fucking fell flat on her face!! ONFG it was the funniest thing i have ever seen but yea so jamie got her stop sign that she always wanted and i slept in the middle of the road with my black blanket and my spongebob pillow lmao it was actually really comfortable.. didnt think it would be but it was lol soo yea at like 4:00 we went into my house and just fell the freak asleep ! and we woke up at like 10 this morning witch is not a lot of sleep for me in the past 2 days! but yea so today its just going to be madd chill like always and yea.. dont know whats going to go down cause im supposed to be grounded but im going to talk my way out of it.. "theres always a way to get around it" as skyler says lmao but yea im done this is too much typing for me!!
<3 Always and Forever
Caitie Bear
Yea so i have been at my dads for about a week and a half now and it totally sucks.. lol excapt for the part where i hung out with skylar lol hes so great.. hes awesome at the drums lol and jared is cool too haha cant leave him out lol hahah yea i had a great time even though it rained lol then i found out that i was my dads birthday and i totally forgot lol actually i didnt even know when it was... so yea we had ice cream cake and then we watched collateral.. then the next day skylar calls me and goes guess what.... i was like what he goes yesterday was my dads birthday too lol i was like noo way lmao.. so yea we both felt bad haha soo yea then he was in the hospital cause he was at a show and he got knocked out lol AWW 
so now he feels like eddie murphy lol in that one movie i forget what its called though lol so yea .. cant wait till monday where going to beltsville its going to be the shit lol but yea so im going to go ....
Peace Bitches
Wow i really havnt updated this in a long time.... Ohh Nooo your just gonna have to spank me ;-)
Well lets see.... This weekend im going to my girl courtneys sweet sixteen Its going to be a blast...
Bransen Shane Caroll... Wow what a friend you are 
ANYWAYSS.... im going to sleep now
If you want to get ahold of me.... http://www.myspace.com/15851096
You can get me there or IM me ... X3BonitaX23
<3 Bear
Uhmm yea jessi got her surgery so i got her a pretty balloon!! lol and a sign that said get better soon Jezzi lol and i mowed the grass .. yea
so my dad is talking to his loyer about me moving in with him... so about a week after schools out so am i!! haha but anyone can come visit me whenever you want YES!!!!
Jen you can come whenever the hell you want hahah and well get all dolled up and pick up some hotties lol
iight im out LATER
Sara's party was so much fun.. it was very relaxing to just hang out with some girls that i really havnt seen in a while.... and joe and mark ... suck at socccer!!! just kidding! but i couldnt do anything else that night because ashley was supposed to be my ride but she said she couldnt come but then went anyway.. that pisses me the hell of... what ever i dont care i had a lot of fun at sara's and wow people like to be very rude and invite themselves... anyway.... we went swimming and, i played soccer with joe... we danced to the cha cha slide and did the macharina!! if thats how you spell it lol then michelle got cake on everyone!! It was so much fun cant say anything else to explain how nice it was to be away from my family and just chill sara's tattoo is so cute.. Hey girl you know where all going to have to hang out again !! and yourwelcome for the money..
Thirty Three Ways to Make a Girl Smile
1) Tell her she is beautiful - not hot, fine, or sexy.
2) Hold her hand at any moment - even if it's just for a second.
3) Kiss her on the forehead.
4) Leave her voice messages to wake up too.
5) Always tell her you love her, at any and all times.
6) When she is upset - hold her tight and tell her how much she means to you.
7) Recognize the small things - they usually mean the most.
8) Call her sweetie, not baby.
9) Sing to her - no matter HOW horrible your voice is.
10) Pick her over all the other girls you hang out with.
11) Write her notes, she loves them.
12) Introduce her to friends and family - as your girlfriend.
13) Play with her hair
14) Pick her up, tickle her, and 'play wrestle' with her.
15) Sit in the park and just talk to her.
16) Tell her funny jokes, tell her stupid jokes, just tell her jokes.
17) Call her at 3:00 am and tell her you couldn't sleep and needed to hear her voice.
18) Text her in the morning before school and say "Have a great day babe I love you."
19) Let her fall asleep in your arms.
20) Carve your names into a tree.
21) If she's mad at you, kiss her.
22) Give her piggy-back rides.
23) Treat her the same around your friends, as you do when your alone.
24) Look her in the eyes and smile
25) Let her take as many pictures of you as she wants.
26) Slow dance with her, even if there isn't any music playing.
27) Kiss her in the rain
28) Never get embarrassed to tell her you love her, in front of your friends.
29) Introduce her to your friends, as the coolest girl you've ever met.
30) Grab her waste, and kiss her neck.
31) Don't be afraid to play tag when people are watching, or take silly pictures in photo booths.
32) Lay with her under the stars. *
33) If your in love with her, - tell her
Well today is a hectec day but its worth it....
[1] Sexi Sara Sandros Sweet Sixteen
[2] Cindy Anthony's Sweet Sixteen
[3] Maybe Cailin Freaking Frain Coming Over
[4] Cause Havoc On Our World
[5] Do Some Damage
Yeap Thats My Day Plan .. Aint It Great!! hahaha
Pe@cE
VARSITY WON 2ND HALF OF THE MVC YESTERDAY AGAINST STOUDSBURG YEA LADIES..!!! GREAT GAME GIRLS....
SENIORS WELL MISS YOU SOOOOOO MUCH !!! HOPE YOU LIKED YOUR SENIOR NIGHT !!!
JV WON LIKE 4 OR 5 NOTHING TOO IT WAS OUR LAST GAME AND PEOPLE ACTUALLY CAME TO WATCH ! LOL SO IT WAS A GOOD DAY FOR ME !!!
I CAN NOT BELIEVE THE SEASON IS OVER ALREADY IT WENT SO FREAKING FAST !! I JUST CANT WAIT FOR CAMP THIS YEAR AND SUMMER LEAGE!!!
LAYTERSS!! LOVE YA!!
PARENTS FUCKING SUCK.........
I REALLY NEED SOMEWHERE TO GO...
I THINK IVE MADE UP MY MIND ABOUT FINISHING SCHOOL IN DENVER WITH MY AUNT, UNLCE AND COUSINS.....
I AM SICK OF GETTING IN TROUBLE FOR SHIT I DIDNT FUCKING DO...... AND STUPID SHIT TOO LIKE LOOSING THINGS OR GETTING UP LATE AT NIGHT FOR ICE FOR MY HAND.... DUDE I GOT FUCKING GROUNDED FOR THAT SHIT.... WTF WHO DOES THAT.... YESTERDAY I GOT TOLD THAT I HAVE TO BE MORE RESPONSIBLE FOR THINGS... LIKE YESTERDAY CHEY AND CORD GOT LOCKED OUT OF THE HOUSE BECAUSE CHEY DIDNT HAVE HER KEY... BUT IT WAS MY FAULT THEN SOMEONE MISPLACE THE PUMP FOR THE SOCCER BALLS.. IT WAS MY FAULT... I GOT BUGGED OUT ON THEN LATER SHE TOLD ME THAT SHE KNEW I DIDNT KNOW WHERE IT IS.... SO I WAS ON THE VERGE OF GETTING THE SHIT BEAT OUT OF ME FOR NO FUCKING REASON WHATEVER I ONLY HAVE A FEW WEEKS TILL SUMMER THEN IM GOING ON A ROAD TRIP OUT TO DENVER.......... SEE IF I LIKE IT...
TM IS MY LAST SOCCER GAME ...............
EVERYBODY COME WATCH MY GAME AT 5:00 AT THE STADIUM ............
… You …
Name… Caitlyn
Age…16
Birthday… October 5th 1988
Eye Color… Blue/Grey
Hair Color… Dark Brown/Black
Height… 5"5
Favorite Saying… Freakin Idiot.. Shut the front door
Fears… BEARS
Bad Habits… hm going on jessi's computer!!!
… School …
Where do you go to School…Pleasant Valley High School
Do You Like it… not really
whats your favorite Subject… gym and lunch!
Whats your least Favorite Subject… math
Whats your school Colors… Royal Blue and White
Whats your School Mascot… Bear
Do you play any Sports at your School… Soccer
Love Life …
Do You have a boyfriend.... YESS
If so whats there name… Robert Torotto
How Long… 5 days
Do you Love them… of course
Crushing or Loving… crush
Have you ever been dumped… DUH
… Favorties …
ice cream… vanilla w/ rainbow sprinkles
food… pizza
holiday… Christmas
actor… Micheal McConnehey
actress… Cammeron Diaz
season… summer
color… Blue/Green
sport… Soccer
song… My Chemical Romance ... HELENA
instrument… nahh
… Friends …
best… Sammie Jo, Erika Lynn, Jessi, Jamie...
craziest... Erika Lynn
weirdest… Sammie Jo
funniest… all
outgoingest… Erika Lynn
loudest… Sammie Jo
shyest… no one
smartest… me...lol
blondest... jessi and jamie
blondest at heart… ME
… Random...
Do you like to read… YEs
Whats your middle name… Lee
Whats your favorite Movie… Moulin Rouge
Cursive OR Print… Print
Favorite Restaurant… Lonestar (steakhouse)
Are you in Love… not sure yet
Do you like New Found Glory… yes
Funny OR Sarcastic… funny
Pepsi OR Coke… neither
McDonalds OR Burger King...McDonalds
Have you ever...
11. Thrown up in public?: yes
12. Eaten or drank anything spoiled?: yes!
13. Had a rip in your pants you didn't know about? no
14. Tripped while checking someone out?: yes
15. Had to pay for something you broke?: no
16. Nearly drowned?: no
17. Passed out?: no
18. Had a crush on somebody?: yes
19. Been stuck in the rain?: yes i love the rain (theres something sexy about the rain)
20. Been attacked by an animal?: yes
21. Caught people having sex?: no
22. Fallen asleep while driving?: dont drive yet
23. Felt attracted to someone of the same sex?: no
24. Actually slipped on a banana peel?: no
25. Made a wish that came true?: no
The Perfect Guy
1. hair color ?Black or Brunette
2. eye color - Blue
3.height ? 5'7- ?
4. six pack - yess
5. long or short hair - LONG DUHH
6. glasses ? no
7. piercings ? one ear piercing...tongue.. ears... eyebrow... Lip... nipples
8. scars - not a lot
9. eyebrows - taken care of
10. big butt or little- little
11. chest hair ? no
12. buff or skinny- buff
13. straight teeth, gap, or braces ? straight
14. funny or serious- both
15. party or stay at home- party
16. should he cook or bake- cook
17. should he have a best friend -ya
18. should he have a lotta girlfriends ? no
19. outgoing or shy - outgoing
20. sarcastic or sincere - both
21. should he love his mother? yes
22. should he watch chick flicks? yes
23. would he be a smoker? hmm maybe
24. would he drink? yes
25. would he swear? yes
26. would he play with your hair?- yes
27. one or more girls at a time ? one
28. would he pay for dates? yes
29.does he kiss on the first date?- yes
30. where would you go to dinner? hmm FUD RUCKERS!!!!
31. would he bring you flowers?- yes
32. would he lay under the stars with you?- yes
33. would he write poetry about you? no
34. would he call you hunny, sweetie, or baby? yes
35. would he hang out with you and YOUR friends? - yes
36.would you hang out with him and his friends? yes
37. will he walk you to the door at the end? yes
38. holding hands yes
39. soccer ? yes
40. baseball ? yes
41. basketball - yes
42. football ? no
43. water ? yes
44. surf ? yes
45. skateboard- yes
46. snowboard- yes
47. sing ? yes
48. play guitar - yes
49. play piano ? yes
50. play drums- yes
51. clean his room ? yes
52. paint, draw, sculpt ? no
53. writes his own music ? yes
54. use the word dude ? yes
55. use the word tight ? yes
56. would he watch the sun rise with you - yes
57. what kind of car does he drive- Dont matter to me
58. how old is he ? older then me duhh
59. what would his name be - hm Talon...
MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE LYRICS
"Helena"
Long ago
Just like the hearse you die to get in again
We are so far from you
Burning on just like a match you strike to incinerate
The lives of everyone you know
And what's the worst you take (worst you take)
from every heart you break (heart you break)
And like the blade you stain (blade you stain)
Well I've been holding on tonight
[Chorus]
What's the worst that I can say?
Things are better if I stay
So long and goodnight
So long and goodnight
Came a time
When every star fall brought you to tears again
We are the very hurt you sold
And what's the worst you take (worst you take)
from every heart you break (heart you break)
And like the blade you stain (blade you stain)
Well I've been holding on tonight
[Chorus]
What's the worst that I can say?
Things are better if I stay
So long and goodnight
So long and goodnight
And if you carry on this way
Things are better if I stay
So long and goodnight
So long and goodnight
Can you hear me?
Are you near me?
Can we pretend to leave and then
We'll meet again
When both our cars collide?
[Chorus]
What's the worst that I can say?
Things are better if I stay
So long and goodnight
So long and goodnight
And if you carry on this way
Things are better if I stay
So long and goodnight
So long and goodnight
I didn't mean it
When I said I didn't love you so
I should have held on tight
I never should've let you go
I didn't know nothing
I was stupid
I was foolish
I was lying to myself
I could not fathom that I would ever
Be without your love
Never imagined I'd be
Sitting here beside myself
'Cause I didn't know you
'Cause I didn't know me
But I thought I knew everything
I never felt
The feeling that I'm feeling
Now that I don't
Hear your voice
Or have your touch and kiss your lips
Cause I don't have a choice
Oh, what I wouldn't give
To have you lying by my side
Right here, 'cause baby
[Chorus:]
When you left
I lost a part of me
It's still so hard to believe
Come back baby please
We belong together
Who else am I gonna lean on
When times get rough
Who's gonna talk to me on the phone
Till the sun comes up
Who's gonna take your place
There ain't nobody better
We belong together
I can't sleep at night
When you are on my mind
Bobby Womack's on the radio
Singing to me
'If you think you're lonely now'
Wait a minute
This is too deep, too deep
I gotta change the station
So I turn the dial
Trying to catch a break
And then I hear Babyface
I only think of you
And it's breaking my heart
I'm trying to keep it together
But I'm falling apart
I'm feeling all out of my element
I'm throwing things
Crying
Trying to figure out
Where the hell I went wrong
The pain reflected in this song
Ain't even half of what
I'm feeling inside
I need you
Need you back in my life baby
[Chorus]
[Repeat chorus]
When you left
I lost a part of me
It's still so hard to believe
Come back baby please
We belong together
Who else am I gonna lean on
When times get rough
Who's gonna talk to me on the phone
Till the sun comes up
Who's gonna take your place
There ain't nobody better
We belong together
This is where they stay crunk
Throw it up
Dubs on the cadillac
White tee, Nikes
Gangstas don't know how to act
Adamsville, Bankhead, College Park, Carver Homes
Hummers floatin on chrome
Chokin' on that home grown
They got that southern cooking
They got them fellas looking
Thinking I was easy I can see it
That's when I say no.. What fo?
Shawty can't handle this
Ciara got that fire like..
Oh
Round here we riding slow
We keep it gutta you should know
Gettin crunk off in the club
We get's low
Oh (oh), All my ladies to the flo
Handle it ladies back it up
Getting crunk off in the club
We get's low
Oh (oh)
Buddy take a new whip, paint strip, into the bowling ball
Still smoke, honey smoke, wood grain on the wall
Light skinned, thick chicks
Fellas call em red bones
Close cuts, braids long
Gangstas, love em all
They got that southern cooking
They got them fellas looking
Wishing I was easy, I can see it
That's when I say no.. What fo?
Shawty can't handle this
Ciara got that fire like..
Oh (ooohh)
Round here we riding slow (we be riding sloww)
We keep it gutta you should know (you should know)
Gettin crunk off in the club
We get's low (we getting low)
Oh (oohh woo) (oh)
(All my ladies keep it down to the flo)
All my ladies to the flo
Handle it ladies back it up
Getting crunk off in the club
We get's low (get low)
Oh (oh)
Southern-style, get wild, old skools comin’ down in a different color whip (whip, whip)
Picture perfect, you might wanna take a flick flick flick flick flick
Call up Jazze tell him pop up the bottles cuz we got another hit (hit, hit)
Wanna go platinum? Im who you should get get get get get
Ludacris on tha track, get back trick, switch on tha ‘Lac, Im flexin still
Same price every time, hot song, jumped on cuz Ciara got sex appeal
And I keep the meanest, cleanest, baddest, spinnin on stainless wheels
Could care less about your genus, I bump ya status, I keep the stainless steel
Trunk-rattlin’ what’s happenin’, huh?
I don’t even think I need to speed
Bass-travelin’, face-crackilin’ huh?
Turn it up and make the speakers bleed
Dirty south we ballin’ dawg
And neva think about fallin dawg
Ghetto harmonizing, surprising, runnin back cuz tha song is cold
Oh
Round here we riding slow
We keep it gutta you should know
Gettin crunk off in the club
We get's low
Oh (oh), All my ladies to the flo
Handle it ladies back it up
Getting crunk off in the club
We get's low
Oh
Oh
Round here we riding slow
We keep it gutta you should know
Gettin crunk off in the club
We get's low
Oh (oh), All my ladies to the flo
Handle it ladies back it up
Getting crunk off in the club
We get's low
Oh (oh)
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